February 28th

Busy, busy.  Feel like a Bokonist.  Rehab and relapse go hand in hand.  Lying and love also go hand in hand.  The most intelligent, beautiful and funny woman I have ever met is in this facility.  Its supposed to be impossible for someone to be this talented.  Beautifully tragic.  She hasn’t shaken the habit.  Knowing someone you love might not attempt to live her life has placed me in a morose mood.  So, here goes a morose poem.

 The Eiron Naps

As warm water rushes over the sleek,

slick contours of the bathroom floor.

Mold comes alive in the reservoir

of liquid collecting,

on the tattered, tan throw rug.

His waxen hand dangles

inanimately

over thetubs edge.

The fogged over eyes stare

wistfully at the dimmed bulb

struggling to twinkle

through its glass encased prison.

Contentment is strewn across the

gaunt face of what was once

a hero.

A hero who saved fair damsels in distress,

after downing bottles of Dalmore

or Dewars.  A hero

whose only weapons against

the dragons and demons of the night

were a razor and a straw.

A hero to some nonetheless.

Inevitably, Jim Morrison’s voice

bleeds

out of the small AM/FM radio

perched

upon the bathroom counter.

 

Published in: on February 28, 2006 at 4:57 pm Leave a Comment

Busy, busy.  For my audience of one I apologize for being the neglectful parent of this daily updated (normally) blog).  I have been volunteering at a substance abuse center in Atlanta, Georgia this week.  Being here gives me such a contradictory feeling of hope and frustration.  I plan on publishing an online account of my adventures in addiction.  Sort of a James Frey inspired novella sans embellishment.  Busy, busy.  So I leave you with a quotable synopsis of the environment I find myself in and a silly poem about my savage, silly cat. 

“I’ve seen things that used to be dreams…”- Atmosphere

 

Mister Kitty

The pouncing terror

lurking near, striking fear.  Its

you Mister Kitty.

Published in: on February 24, 2006 at 11:34 pm Leave a Comment

For Mohammed

This is a haiku about a part of my life that I only have a superficial connection to. 

For Mohammed

Father, I try to

forget.  The mirror makes me

see you, in my face.

 

 

 

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Gramma

So here is my second poetical attempt.

Gramma

 

Sausage, pancakes and eggs, the scent startles me

from my slumber.  From bed, I race downstairs,

stumbling on the third step, ready to see your mothering face

and hoping to help you with the batter.  The face I meet is vacant,

the joy of life replaced… by a longing

for death.

Eggshells lie cracked on the counter, milk has been spilled

everywhere.  Quietly, I help clean up

after the woman who cleaned up my childhood.

Published in: on February 22, 2006 at 4:46 am Leave a Comment

Aboudi

When I was young I

lived in Saudi

under the sweltering sun.

sand and rocks were plentiful

in my play area.

i was never supposed to throw the

rocks that made a home in my play area.

My mother’s voice would resonate around me,

“You’ll put someones eye out with those rocks

Aboudi.”

Aboudi is what she called me when she was mad

and I was young in

Saudi.

Aboudi is what she called me when my cousin’s

eye

got in the way of my rock.

Published in: on February 21, 2006 at 2:28 am Leave a Comment

Random bits of my brain.

An ADD inspiration: an animated version of Monty Python's Holy Grail starring the cast of the Simpsons.  Mr. Burns would have to be the Black Knight (it's a flesh wound) and there would have to be a scene with Ralph Wiggum holding the holy hand grenade (the grenade gave me an owie).

Movie Geek moment: Two trailers worth seeing.  Nacho Libre and The Ballad of Ricky Bobby.  Jack Black as a luchador and Will Ferrel as a Nascar driver.  Sweet.  Both trailers are available at IGN in their movie section.

About Me

A little bit about me.  Hmm… I am recently relocated to Southwest Florida from a little known state called California, albeit after a layover in the ATL.  That’s So Cal humor, or lack thereof for you.  I’m a twenty-seven year old amalgamation of ethnicities (six types of white, two types of brown) and maleness (is that a word).  I have an English degree and a corny sense of humor (think Ralph Wiggum reciting Robinson Jeffers).

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Hello world!

Blog.  It’s big, it’s heavy, it’s words.  So, this is my blog, my way of running amok online.  I’m going to post everything from my poetry to my views on myspace and Mohammed.  I’d love feedback, particularly on my attempts at being alliterative and insightful.  I do have a pet advocacy project which I will elaborate upon later.  On a side note, has anyone seen the Lazy Muncie video?  Have those guys been in any movies?  Straight outta Muncie. 

Published in: on February 20, 2006 at 9:30 pm Leave a Comment